When change is a constant thing

All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. ~Anatole France


The past two months had been a month of change. Too many of them that I am almost numb to them and not knowing how to react anymore. Alhamdulillah though, most of that changes had turn out to be great ones, with one or two on the low ends. Work, personal, family and friends have gone through some really major changes far awaaay from what i expected when I first came back.

I am happy and there are joy in my life; unexpected joy which I thought I had lost it once. Yet I can't help to still be wary, knowing how easy it had been to lose it.


When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves. ~Victor Frankl


I had regressed on my own effort to change. Alas, I had allowed myself to flow with the tide and now it had become much harder to swim against it. I need strength, of will and determination to continue this tough fight...against my own self.


I miss blogging, but the time and mood have not allowed me to do so.
I owe Ms B a post as well, which hopefully I can do so soon.