Tuesday, March 30, 2010

"Pain and heartache exist when you care too much about life" - hunny, 2010

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Kau doktor hatiku

Don't you ever wish there is such thing as a "heart" doctor?

I do. Ever since I realize that I don't really have total control of what is in my heart, I wish there is a person that I can go to - with tools, charts and antibiotics to make my heart as good as new.

I wish the person could scan my heart, show me what's it made of, then cut out all the bad feelings that I have. After that, he/she can give me "antibiotics" and exercise regime to make sure the problematic parts won't appear again.

Wouldn't this world be much better place if such person do exist?


We had one before, longgg before our times. Unfortunately, we were not among the chosen ones to receive his consultations directly.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Fillers

I just realized I haven't posted any entry for March yet. So, here's one.

Yep, that's about it :P


Oh, and yes, the "chess game" is not over yet. A tough game is still ensuing. And everyone seems to be cheering the opponent now.

I'm starting to question - why am I still continuing this game? Right now, I feel like handing the "King" to my bosses or the judges and just let them decide what they want to do with it.

I have this strong inner work ethics that pushed me to always strive to do the right thing and to do it right - even if it means compromising on timeline and cost (fortunately, where I work, I have the luxury to do this hehe). That's why I always think of myself as a Consultant rather than a Project Manager. But there is only so much that you can do and advise. At the end of the day, you can give the other person the sandwich, but you cannot force them to eat it.